English

So my examination is just around the corner and I am freaking out because I don't know how exactly I am going to do. Will I fail or Will I pass(barely) or should I anticipate the unexpected(meaning questions that will come out). I am not always in good condition when it comes to exam as I always get the exam fever, it cost me my final exam 2 years ago with the help of some alcohol in my system but, I have developed an optimistic attitude. Though that attitude has gotten me in trouble as of late with my Principal and some of the schools' disciplinary bodies. I always thought that MAYBE I can make a difference that no one has ever done before. Getting the BEST grade in school can earn me respect from my peers as well as giving me a great boost in my future endeavors. Though my English examination is not going to get me anywhere even though I pass, but passing this can get me one step closer to higher education (cause I'm Asian). I was not a very good student to begin with, always failing in class and came in last or second last with whom I call my "best friend" during elementary school, at the very last I choose to become one of the Intelligent ones'. That proved to be my most biggest mistake and maybe the reason that I am on this English Exam. English and I were always so close ever since I could remember because the first thing I remember was starting out as a 3 year old little kid in some rural part of my state in Nabawan watching the lion king(which was my all time Favorite back then and now). I can't quite put my finger on it but even though I didn't learn English until I was in my first year of elementary school. I always had a dream of going to some foreign English country and studying there, studying the language as though tomorrow never comes. I'm not an English talking individual( cause I'm not part of an English talking country) but in my head ever since about 17 years ago, my main language that I used in my thoughts were English. This maybe the result of watching too many english speaking cartoons such as the all time classics like classic disney and Cartoon Network. Seems like I'm getting off topic, but this is the end of my blog-log. I'm not expecting that people will read this( though I hope not) I want to say thank you for those who are reading this. Until Next time GB